My boyfriend’s graduation is coming up but I still dunno what to give him. Any suggestions?

I wanna be with you on 11/11/11 at exactly 11:11.

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This morning my boyfriend asked me to open his facebook account to check an email from his friend coz he cant go online. I opened his inbox and found the email there. I also saw some messages from his other friends, so I also checked them out. :P Then I saw a message from his girl bestfriend. Their conversation was in there, so I read it. While reading it I felt this anger, jealousy, bitterness! I was shaking and my eyes were filling up. There was nothing wrong with the whole conversation, I didn’t see anything foul or inappropriate, it’s just that I was so jealous of their closeness. I just coudn’t accept the fact that there can be a girl who can be close to him like me. I didn’t want any girl to be close to him.

He knows that I am jealous of their closeness, and we’d often fight about it. So I told him that I would “try” to be nice to her, and “try”to be friends with her just to avoid more fights. And I DID TRY. But really, it’s not that easy! Its not easy at all! Especially when he talks about her, when he mentions her name. I wanna tell him “So? The hell I care. That bitch.” But i cant, coz it will just cause trouble, so I just say “Okay.” or I just keep quiet. Deep inside I feel hurt. I feel jealous. He tells me that I shouldn’t be jealous coz their just friends. But dang, I cant help it no matter how hard I try. I’m afraid that you will fall for her like you fell for me. I’m afraid that you will leave me because of her. I hate this. I hate this feeling. :((